WOWZA.

my grades, they got .... uh, not so suckish.

my computers still dead.

i wrote lots lately, lots. lots.

im still kinda sad, its getting gooder.

i just made a word, gooder.

this is kinda choppy.

im not gonna waste any more of your time....

Life sucks.

No wowza today folks. I ended up getting grounded for 4 months, the dean recomended me for counciling... Everything sucks.

So, all ive been writing is in a red spiral bound note book, things about dying, murder, love, you know, the usual stuff.

i have a 38.8% average in science, im d'ing french, i have a c in everything else about, my grades are bad.

Ive been feeling so depressed latley... everyday it seems im getting worse, people have actually begun to notice. I always though i was good at hiding my saddness.... i guess i was wrong.

My laptop is broken. I need a new one.



But uhm... if it makes any one feel better, some one threw a shoe at Bush today.

Uh, im going to go sulk in a corner now.

So he won. big shocker.

Report cards? My grades consist of every letter in the alphabet. Maybe ill play my grades as a song! A, A, B, C, F, D, A, C....you get the picture.

I haven't written anything in forever. I guess there's just nothing to write about....

Oh, my sister was on T.V. today. Yeah, she was the cute deaf kid on channel 10 who met the Governor and Senator or something. Some times, i kinda wanna cut her, for being so stupid.

I dyed my hair 6 times in the last week. So far, I'm a red head.

Ehhh......um....Okay, that's all for now folks.

wowza.

So i havent been writing lately...

Wonder why..WAIT! Its a little something called...HIGH SCHOOL APPLICATIONS!

The most stupid thing ever. EVER.

Any way, ive been looking through all my crap, and im probably gonna post some song in a tad. Yeah, i know. I have to see what i have up, and if i dont have it up, ill put this one i have in mind up. yeah.

OHHHH! Guess who can record songs on their computer now. Well, dont, cause imma tell you. ME! which means you might just get to see these songs come to life.

wowza.

So its been like.. a few weeks since school started.

i now have bleach blonde hair, with blue and pink in it...

i wrote 136 songs since july, and im probably gonna post a whole mess of um.
I went to south street twice this week.

lemme tell you bout fun!
we went to all these different places. and we walked.

uhhm yeah.

ive got a lot of home work.

a lot.

so, you know how we all have siblings? well i have two. a deaf girl, and an army boy. Oh joy. well army boy is having a baby with this chick he doesnt know uber well...(couldnt have used a condom?) and deaf girl is being stupid. After i dyed my hair, she had to do her bangs blond. Shes *so* original.

i was out on my roof today! well nightish time. it smelled like... oranges and lavender out there. its pretty nice to be able to climb out your window, lay on your roof, look at the stars and smell oranges and lavender.

for a school thing, we have to read this book. called the secret life of bees. how great is that? not very great.

i should get to posting those songs..